Not because it fixed me. Because it was the first time anyone had pointed me toward what was actually happening inside my body instead of asking me to think differently about it. At the time, I was doing everything the VA recommended. Medication. Group therapy. And I kept getting worse without understanding why.
Jeremy saw what I was dealing with and connected me with Elaine Miller-Karas, LCSW, Co-Founder of the Trauma Resource Institute. I trained in her Trauma Resiliency Model, the clinical intervention for nervous system stabilization. At the time, that was all that existed. But the clinical model couldn't reach everyone who needed it. Not every community has access to clinically trained providers, and not every person in crisis can wait for one. So Elaine and her team developed the Community Resiliency Model, a set of nervous system stabilization skills designed to be taught by and to people who aren't clinicians. I helped adapt those skills specifically for veteran and active duty military populations. I maintain certification as a CRM trainer to this day.
That was the pivot. I had been planning to become a business consultant. I was good at walking into organizations, finding the problems, and fixing them. But this was the problem I couldn't walk away from. So I stayed at Claremont and pursued a PhD in health promotion science with a concentration in neurocognitive sciences. I wanted to understand the brain, behavior, and how the stress response actually works at the physiological level.